Saturday, January 31, 2009
Oh what a great working day at Saturday...
Whew, i finished most of my work today. Tired? No, I'm not. Hehe. Nothing much happened today i guess...
But in ArTonelico2, a lot happened. I reached phase 5 upon today. Really happy. And guess what, i will blog about something different today... yes yes, about someone i guess. I don't really care if he views this, I'm just wanting to share this.
Okay, I've been in luminary for long and i met up with this guy, called DarkWater, and we ended up to be in a relationship, uh huh, a normal one. We headed on start quite well, and supported each other, chatted with each other in MSN, and had kinda lots of fun.
As my studies are coming, i don't really care already, since i need to talk to him, and you know... accompany him. But apparently, a lot of work load peaked up, and i realized that i should pay more attention into work...
Due to that, i left Luminary, and concentrated on my assignments. Usually down, and busy, and hated myself for being swayed by my own emotions, the love between him and me. He chats with me still, for that, i find him annoying. So one day, i told him the entire reason and my resolve. He accepted, but not fully. One point is, he won't have the power to reject either, because I'm me, and He's him. He can't force it on me. Right?
This way, he left me alone. And once i was doing work, i went to msn him, to inquire his thinking about me. Obviously, he said he was hurt, and he does not blame me. Trust me, you can't lie through me. I know you hated me, hated me till you wanna kill me. Thus, i explained the entire reason to him, in detail, in the best elaboration i could give. Just to make sure he understands. I don't really care whether he hates me, not for now at least.
Work and assignments is always the first for me. Nothing get grab its position. This is me, my personailty, change it, and i'll roar. Holidays are arriving, which means i'll get free time. But that does not mean i will return to Luminary. I had this feeling that, i will not return to Luminary. It's changing too much, changing to a point that there is no return, to a point that hard work is totally useless in Luminary anymore. So why should i play it? Let those cash users win, i don't care now. What a imbalanced system, you guys may wanna earn money like a gold mine. Well you guys got what you want, go live with it, I, Ruru is gonna leave Luminary for real. Friendship in game? I could always use MSN. Who needs Luminary's chatbox anyway.
And i'm not lying. Nor i never lied for no reason. A game being controlled by real-life cash, that is not even a virtual world anymore. It's just simply screwed up. I'm off to other better,cuter, much more MMOs. Not to say, Luminary is 2D too. I could easily find another to replace you.
Either way, I'm stopping this mindless rant. Tomorrow... I shall completed my 3D, at least to a 90%. And complete my AI revision and i'll head for interview preparations. Cheers for my course mates! Enjoy your weekend and rush assignments! It's only 3 weeks to holidays =P
But in ArTonelico2, a lot happened. I reached phase 5 upon today. Really happy. And guess what, i will blog about something different today... yes yes, about someone i guess. I don't really care if he views this, I'm just wanting to share this.
Okay, I've been in luminary for long and i met up with this guy, called DarkWater, and we ended up to be in a relationship, uh huh, a normal one. We headed on start quite well, and supported each other, chatted with each other in MSN, and had kinda lots of fun.
As my studies are coming, i don't really care already, since i need to talk to him, and you know... accompany him. But apparently, a lot of work load peaked up, and i realized that i should pay more attention into work...
Due to that, i left Luminary, and concentrated on my assignments. Usually down, and busy, and hated myself for being swayed by my own emotions, the love between him and me. He chats with me still, for that, i find him annoying. So one day, i told him the entire reason and my resolve. He accepted, but not fully. One point is, he won't have the power to reject either, because I'm me, and He's him. He can't force it on me. Right?
This way, he left me alone. And once i was doing work, i went to msn him, to inquire his thinking about me. Obviously, he said he was hurt, and he does not blame me. Trust me, you can't lie through me. I know you hated me, hated me till you wanna kill me. Thus, i explained the entire reason to him, in detail, in the best elaboration i could give. Just to make sure he understands. I don't really care whether he hates me, not for now at least.
Work and assignments is always the first for me. Nothing get grab its position. This is me, my personailty, change it, and i'll roar. Holidays are arriving, which means i'll get free time. But that does not mean i will return to Luminary. I had this feeling that, i will not return to Luminary. It's changing too much, changing to a point that there is no return, to a point that hard work is totally useless in Luminary anymore. So why should i play it? Let those cash users win, i don't care now. What a imbalanced system, you guys may wanna earn money like a gold mine. Well you guys got what you want, go live with it, I, Ruru is gonna leave Luminary for real. Friendship in game? I could always use MSN. Who needs Luminary's chatbox anyway.
And i'm not lying. Nor i never lied for no reason. A game being controlled by real-life cash, that is not even a virtual world anymore. It's just simply screwed up. I'm off to other better,cuter, much more MMOs. Not to say, Luminary is 2D too. I could easily find another to replace you.
Either way, I'm stopping this mindless rant. Tomorrow... I shall completed my 3D, at least to a 90%. And complete my AI revision and i'll head for interview preparations. Cheers for my course mates! Enjoy your weekend and rush assignments! It's only 3 weeks to holidays =P
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